miles away

long distance rship

 when i put myself in dis kind of rship..i didnt expect dat it will be easy. i always kno dat LDR is always complicated.

i love surprises, but in dis kind of rship..?i should expect less to avoid dissapointment. but dis doesnt mean i want to change my life. just need to understand dat it is hard to be done.

we never meet. sometimes i just dont understand dis feeling. a strong love for d one who is far awa

there are many things i wanted to do with him, unfortunately hes not around to make it happen. i tried to look for alternatives but it doesnt work as other partners. we only have internet. sometimes i just cant stand dis..

it takes a big effort to maintain d sweetness and not to let distance ruin dis rship. and now hes in d middle of problems and i cant do anything to help him. rase useless. hes miles away. hope if we have any misunderstandings, we never let d day pass without dealing with it. i want to share evthg with him. sometimes i keep little issues to myself but it's really not a good feeling to have. even he replied "lol" to my problem, it was ok.

i love d part when both of us can straight to each other, we say it and talk about it. there is no reason why i cant win dis rship.

Gile

Hubungan aku trlalu komplikated. Kdg2 smpai thp aku rs nk mati.bnde ni mmg aku amik serius. Bkn main2. Aku da puas pikirkan. Smpai thp aku da x bole bfikir. Aku bkn jnis folo d flow. Aku nk satu plan yg psti. Pstu sma2 usaha ke arah plan tu. Aku xpunye byk ms utk korbankn lg jiwe aku. Aku da xde jiwe sbnrnye. Jiwe yg mati. Mgkin xde sape fhm ape aku tulis ape aku nk. Npe hidup aku pnuh dgn dugaan2 mcmni. Knape aku yg dtmptkn dlmn kdaan yg aku totally rs aku xmmpu. Hidup ni kdg2 xadil. Tp sape aku utk mmpersoalkn smuanya yg sbnrnye dh lma trtulis jln cerita hdup aku di luh mahfuz.

Aku kne lalu. Smpai msa ubah sgla2 nya.